The mirror never gives me just one version.

The life of IT-girl Edie Sedgewick can be described as fashionable, dazzling and timelessly tragic.

The sounds of waves thrashing,

drown out my mother’s voice.

Have you ever heard of Hedy Lamarr?

Most days, her life feels slightly out of her hands.

Nearly everywhere I go, I experience the same feeling.

Sometimes it feels like going to a psychologist is like labeling yourself as "something's wrong with me."

‘You just need to say hi,’ my mother had said before I went to my first day of university.

“You know you are too young for this” is what most parents would say, 

when you want to taste your first sip of cold beer to then give it to you anyway.

There was a time where I had two homes.

stairwell of darkness,

ribbons of candy,

footsteps in the lion’s den,

the lonely hour of men.

In Rotterdam, I stand behind the bar.

Happy New Year! I hope this one will be your best yet; no pressure.

The end demands beginnings.

New Year is a time of joy in anticipation of miracles.